It was over the course of this year I discovered how it truly feels to have people you love, leave you. This blog is a lot about recovery, the things I can still count on and things that matter to me. I love the written word and it has always seemed more real to me than anything spoken. Written word has some immortality, I'm extremely afraid of death so I cling to things that help me feel alive.

I'm still working on who I am, and if that is someone I like. • Ask me anything
every day counts