January 2009
26 posts
“I’m just as nervous as you
And last night I took one look at you
And I...”
– Plain White T’s ~ Faster
mascarah:
Katy Perry - Thinking of You
I’m...
I don’t think you’re knowing how hard...
Indecisive.
I keep thinking a lot about my past relationships, what led me to this place, and it seems as though I’m never happy. Then looking back, I keep wondering how I could have ever fallen out of that happiness, because in that moment I can’t remember feeling anything awful. Which in my head seems awful, I hate not remembering why something ended, or forgetting details to a much bigger...
You’re not perfect but who is You’re...
So maybe I am a gemini...
I’ve been thinking a lot about the way I communicate with others and my feelings. I find that those I want to communicate with, and tell all of my feelings to, I shy away from doing so. Those I don’t want to communicate with, but just want to be pleasant with, I end up coming across as someone who doesn’t care, doesn’t speak, or even a bitch. It takes me a while to warm up...
Candle (Sick & Tired) - White Tie Affair
sick...
Saying Goodbye - Anthony West
So soft the brief touch of your lips on my cheek. Was I almost intruding? “Look after yourself “ should have been “I love you!” Then the Jumbo flew over my head and I shouted my love above the roar and thundering thrust … as if you’d hear. Through the clouds in my eyes I watched you fly away and wished I’d been born with wings.
“At night time stops,
There is no silly banter This I tell you is fact
There is no time
Clocks run but clocks are man made
Destined to have faults
My life has faults, it’s man made
Because I make it
Tonight I found meaning
A name for my search
The end of a beginning
Beginning of the end
Get lost between and unwind
Tonight I leave me behind
It doesn’t matter,...
excellent song.
Last night I dreamed a sweet sweet dream I thought I saw my home sweet home And oh how grand it all did seem I made a vow no more to roam By that dear old village church I strolled While the bell in the steeple sadly called I saw my daddy old and grey I heard my dear old mother say You’re as welcome as the flowers in May and we love you in the same old way We’ve been waiting for you day by day,...
Sara Bareilles & Ingrid Michaelson- Winter...
“Everybody has a secret world inside of them. I mean everybody.
All of the...”
– Neil Gaiman, ‘The Sandman’
I’ve been thinking more and more about how scary and real the thought of graduating in six months is, so scary that I literally am to afraid to really face it. While I look forward to college and everything that lies ahead, I’m scared to obtain it, and to leave everything I used to know behind. Last night, I was in some sort of state between sleep and awake, and I kept flash backing to...
Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night
Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
Because their words had forked no lightning they
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the...